Tuesday, October 23, 2012

I just can't be honest with myself

Not that I can't, I just don't want to. Yes. Aminado ako. Hypocrite ako. I don't show my true emotions. I just don't want to. I'm scared. Scared of being hated. Kahit na nalulungkot ako kasi wala akong kasama, by the time na kakausapin na nila ko... I smile and just talk to them like I feel nothing sorrow. Ofcourse, masakit. Hahaha I could be an actor with this. At mukhang magiging best actor pa, mukhang di naman nila napapansin na malungkot ako e.

But hey, i think i'll swear to myself so that my efforts won't be wasted. If I make it through this school year without giving up, i'll give myself a reward. LOL. Much better XD

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