I've done it again. I'm such an unlucky brat.

Nakakahiya ako. Why the hell do I attract bad luck... Why do I cause misfortune... If only I wasn't born, mom wouldn't live such a miserable life like this. My very own existence hurts the person I love the most. This time, umabsent lang ako, natapat pa sa pagbigay ng exam ng teacher namin. Bakit pag naabsent ako, mga importanteng bagay ang namimiss ko!!!! PUNYETA !!!! Wala na kong pakelam. I don't care anymore if I die. Its not like my existence is very important in this cruel world!